Just One Of Those Days

VENTING....


I seriously cant figure out whats wrong with me today! I'm sooo frustrated and anxious which isn't a good mix of feelings! I think I need some kind of anxiety medication. I use to have social anxiety meds but I didn't like the way they made me feel so I never continued taking them!

I miss everyone! I never get to see my best friends because they live to far away or are working all the time and I miss 3 boys that hold a special place in my heart! I cant even list all the people that id love to see right now! I need out of this house! I feel like im stuck in a cage! I'm 18 years old almost 19 in a few months and I feel like I live the life of a 10 year old! Its disgusting and makes me sick but I don't know what to do!

My family sucks!! My sister is a complete bitch 75% of the time, my mother is a workaholic but "has no choice" and my grandmother is just a cranky old lady that is to lazy to drive me an hour away when I need to see my best friend! I need cuddle time with my "little sister" before I cry my eyes out!! I feel like everyone around me is always doing something and im just frozen in time! Ugggh!! 2 more days of this fucking month! Lets get it over with!

Freak-A-Leak

First I just wanna say..I tend to go into extreme detail about my day because I have NOTHING to talk about!!

Today was pretty uneventful as usual. Ive been so out of it the past 3 days from staying up until 6am to watch the repetative Degrassi marathon! Every day I wake up and have no idea whats going on lmao! It takes me like 5 minutes to process what day it is. I sound like a flipping alcoholic waking up with hangovers!! HAHA

My sisters friends came over. One who I don't particularly enjoy. Shes very open with herself and thinks everyone else is..or should be as well and its really annoying! I ran 2 miles today and then went to take a shower since I was all sweaty! Well after I got out I was in my room and I hear my sister and her friends all screaming my name! I chose to ignore them because their fucking annoying..and then locked my door cuz I had a feeling one of them was gonna come get me and NOT KNOCK!! Very smart of me is all I can say!! Not even a Minute later the friend I "don't enjoy" came up to my room and tried to open my door because, as my sister said, she "wanted to come get me out of the shower"?! After realizing it was locked she knocked and said they needed my help with the DVD player!! How old are you?? 90?? that you cant figure out how to use the DVD player?!?! Grrrrr. I told her I wasn't dressed and the answer I got back was "Thats okay"! Umm Diana IM NOT COMING DOWN STAIRS WITH NO CLOTHES ON!!! Kthanks!


Finally got the dumbasses settled watching this movie by the name of 'Hard Candy' that Diana picked out...should have tipped me off right away it wasn't going to be a normal flick, then when to finish what I was doing. Came back downstairs and decided I guess ill watch since no one was online and the boards are STILL down! CREEPIEST MOVIE EVER!!! If your into torture movies about pedophiles I recommend it!! Otherwise stay the hell away!! Seriously..Ill give u a short synopsis. This 14 year old girl meets this guy on the Internet and goes to meet with him. The movie starts off really lame and you think its gonna be really dull...well about 15 minutes into the movie this 14 year old girl turns into a freak psycho out to get revenge on this guy for raping and killing little kids!? She ties him up and tortures the crap out of him through the whole movie and in the end convinces him to hang himself!! The End. Wow Get the fuck out of here!! Turns out creepy ass Diana LOVED the movie. Surprise, Surprise!

New Subject!

I'm still waiting for my aviators..HAHA I know they aren't gonna come in 2 days but im anxious as hell! I want those bad boys to see if I was right about them looking dumb on me! I miss those freaking Jonas kids a lot and my best friends!! Nicky better be able to come to my casa this weekend or I might just have to hitchhike to hers! I have plans already made in my head...Friday beach depending on the weather then maybe mini golf at night?? Who knows. Saturday going to visit Ms Amanda Mexi at her work and Saturday get crunk? Yeah haha idk about that last part actually! But Cross your fingerssss


OHHH BABY 'HOLD ON' JUST CAME ON THE DISNEYY CHANNEL...GAG.....HAHA HOTTIESSSSS...........DROOL................

Is That A Threat?

Warning: This blog might and most likely will be boring about 95% of the time!

So, This is my very first blog ever..besides myspace of course..which I never use as an actual BLOG. I knew 2 people that had these and then Nicolette Rose made one and I felt left out? HAHA or just thought they were cool? Who knows, but I wasnt going to make one because im most likely going to have absolutely nothing to say..like now...until my BFF stated above pursuaded me to make one...::coughthreatenedcough::.

So as I ramble along and you fall asleep id just like to say..you have been warned!


As Nickayy had spoke about in her blog...the 2 of us have both purchased our sexy aviators and will hopefully both be sporting them June 17th at the seaport! Im looking forward to that day greatly, its gonna be the kick off of a kick ass summer!! I cant even begin to describe how much fun I had last summer before I met 3 amazing girls I now call my best friends, so I cant even begin to imagine what this summer is going to be like! Tons of sleepovers, going to the beach, Jonas concerts galore and seeing all the people I havent seen in months!!! Im getting chills just thinking about it!


This Degrassi marathon ive been watching for the past 3 days is starting to get a tad annoying! Every day they restart the episodes so ive seen these all a ton of times already! It's a marathon people, play different episodes!! Change of subject...Im thinking of lightening my hair...but I dont know if I should. Not drastically...just a little so its not so black. What do you think? Lemme know!

Okay..I think thats it..before I ramble on even more about pointless crap!

Peace Love and Jonas
xoxoAlly