Lifess What You Make It

SO LETS MAKE IT ROCK!


Okay soo I think its finally time to blog about my Thursday/Friday adventuresss. Well Thursday I woke up at like quarter to 9 got ready and my mom and I went and picked up Sherri at the train station. We got on our way to Nassau Coliseum planning to get there at around 11:30/11:45 yeah well my moms an ass and got lost so we ended up getting there at 12:30. We tried to get better seats but they didnt have anything better than we already had so we went over to the back of the building where the tour buses are and waited. Strangely we had a run in with Stephen Baldwin HAHA umm yeah lets just say I got a little over excited and kinda screamed at Sherri about being right that it was him right infront of his face =\. About 2 hours later finally a little action started. Mileys dancers and JACOOO showed up! I had a brief chat with Jaco and then they were on their way. A little after that Garbo and Jack got off the bus. Some teenies waiting asked them for pics so being the nice guys they are took one and walked on his way until Sherri called out to Greg. He turned around and I sware his eyes lit up like Christmas lights haha. He came over gave us both enormous hugs and talked with us. Said it was so nice to see us and he hadnt seen us in a really long time and then we let him go. So we waited some more to see if the boys would show up and see if John Taylor would show up since Greg said he was still sleeping in the bus. So about an hour after Greg left a black crappy ass van drove passed us and down into the underground parking lot. They flew by so fast me and Sherri got extremely suspicious especially after noticing the whole van was full of people. About 10 minutes after the van went in we heard security on the phone talking to another security guard about how "that was soo good. All incognito, no one even knew it was them" After hearing that I had to ask. I proceeded to ask the security guard if it was the boys in that van and he told me yes so we ended up leaving. We kinda gave up on John Taylor waking up..idk wtf was up with that.

After that we went into the little lobby area of the coliseum to warm up finally found Sandra talked to her quick and then ran into Dom and Sara. We kinda got tired of waiting around so we got out our tickets and went all the way inside. Little did I know we werent allowed to go out and come back in after that so we kinda fucked ourselves over and couldnt go and see CJ, Steve, Derek, Izzy & Eleudy. We took our seats like 2 minutes before the show was about to start and I got a text from Izzy saying that all of them had just gotten 5th row seats on the floor. I have to admit i was kinda pissed off but our seats werent terrible so w/e. The show was AMAZINGGGG we had so much fun dancing and singing and making fun of Hannah/Miley/Destiny/Girl By Pool w/e the fuck she is dancing like a whore. After the show we went down to the floor and hung out with the guys and Izzy and Eleudy for a little bit and then Izzy Eleudy Steve and Brittany left. We went back out to the buses and waited for the guys to leave. CJ and Derek showed up again and we hung out with them. Yeah um Derek was a little drunk and CJ was just being his usual self possibly with a little alcohol in his system as well? All I have to say is it was hilarious. Who would have thought he would wanna try and trick all the teenies into thinking the boys were coming HAHAHA and his tiny ass knocking the barricades over. So the boys bus finally comes out with them all Standing in the front waving and Mr Jonas behind them. It was kinda sad to watch.

The Next Day I woke up at 9, got ready, met Desiree Sherri and her dad at the train and we went on our way to BLI to start our mission. We got to BLI at around 11:15 parked and waited and waited and waited....We ran into Kelly and Angie and Taylor and Caylla and told them to text des when they found anything out. Well turns out the sneaky little radio station made everyone turn their phones off. Little did they know weve been doing this for years and theyre no match for us. You cant trick us just stop trying. So About 2 hours of waiting a black escalade pulled into the parking lot next to the BLI building. Sherris dad starts saying that its them and Sherri starts getting all excited until we see 5 old men get out of the car. We were a little confused as to what 5 old men in suits were doing at a pet groomer with no animal? Untillll we see them start unloading guitars from the trunk. AHAAAA! so BLI there really was no secret location or a bus to transport the winners! Your no match for us! So the boys showed up an hour later..which made them about an hour late. They pulled in Desiree screamed soo freaking loud it was redic. Their security guard looked at us and all I could think was "good job now he thinks were fucking creepy fans". Anyways Sherri was like frozen in her seat i think she was a little in shock that we actually pulled it off and that we were actually seeing them after months. We finally got her out of the car and ran over to the boys car. Mr Jonas saw us and gave us all tight hugs. It felt good to finally see him again. The boys got out of the car and I dont think they exactly knew if they should come over and say hi or keep walking because they looked at us and then started looking around. Nick came over and gave us all hugs first which gave Kevin and Joe the go ahead to as well. We all said hello and told each other how good it was to see each other again. Mr Jonas then proceeded to ask us if we were going inside and we told him no so he took us in with him :D. I love that man soo much!

We followed the boys down the hall of the BLI studios and I started crying. I think i was so happy and in shock that it was all happening. All I could think was "omg please dont turn around and see me crying". So then a BLI DJ took us down the the basement where the boys would be performing and some dad yelled out "ITS THE JONAS SISTERS" which the was followed by all the girls turning around and taking pics of us. We stood in the back with Mr J because there were no seats left seeing as we werent suppose to be there =P. We watched the show. I think Joe was happy to have some old fans there to KELLY CLARKSONN HAHAHA. We were the last ones to meet them cuz we had to stand in the back and it was such a great feeling to be able to hug them again with no table! Kevin asked if we were going to the show we told him yeah and we left the room. Talked with Mr Jonas for like 2 minutes about how much we missed them and how we appreciate him so much and then we got kicked out. So we left.

Sherris dad dropped us at Roosevelt Field mall where we went looking for Matt S. to see if he was working and surprisingly ran into CJ and Nick in the foodcourt HAHA what a coinkydink. They were on their way out so we talked for like 15 minutes and left to go eat. We sat for a good 20 minutes and then went into limited too to look at the Jonas stuff.. Wow that place is so fucking retarded. So much of the stuff had the boys names all mixed up. I wanted to buy this little change purse thing but they had Kevins and Joes(i think) names mixed up. We met up with Kim Becky and Matt(a diff Matt) and then ran into Brandi and Tish Cyrus...well we were having a good day HAHA. After that we didnt really have anything to do so we left to the coliseum.

We got there Met up with CJ Nick Steve Britany and Matt S. chatted for a while and then tried to get better seats because it worked for the guys the day before.. Well no such luck. I felt bad cuz Becky didnt have a ticket. So Sara and I went in and we went and stood by Kim and Matt who were front row. Yeah again we werent suppose to be there but screw that. Everything was soo close. All 3 boys saw us along with John Taylor who after the set came over to the side of the stage to say hello to us. He told us we looked good and said it was good to see us it had been a while..ya know..the usual lmao. We continued watching the show and while Miley was on Garbo came out. We said hi to him and continued watching the show. It was amazing. We ran into everyone that day. I miss the boys even more now I think. Im sure ill see them soon. I have a good feeling.

Miracles Happen If You Believe

"Theres Perks Or Being Around For A While"<333

Back In Action

Okay soo...I've been reading a bunch of peoples blogs lately.. Garbos and people on the Hannah Tour and I felt like updating mine a little even though I'm pretty sure no one is going to read it. Typing my feelings/thoughts out might make me feel better.

Well its been a while and a ton has happened though most I cant remember. Sad thing is, I haven't seen my boys since. Unless you count TRL but IDK if seeing their hair pass by and then crying should count =\ haha. Ive been going to push play concerts a lot these past months. I love those guys to death. Its refreshing to go to a concert and actually be able to chill with the band and have them know your name. I get a good laugh when teenies are crowding the guys and CJ yells my name out and proceeds to ask me something while the teenies stare wide eyed wondering who i am. I cant wait till the CD release party. The after party is going to be AMAZING i cant even stand to think about it. Party with all my girliesssssss!

I went to Vegas on Thanksgiving for a couple days which unfortunately made me miss the Parade and The boys on Good Morning America. I was really annoyed and upset at first thinking it was going to be another Florida repeat but thankfully it was really fun. My family is fucking nuts but I love them....well.......most of them =X HAHA I think Thomas made the whole thing worth while. That kid can keep anyone laughing.

Hopefully soon ill be seeing the boys. I miss them to much. I think its time for lady luck to come knocking on my door. Hopefully ill win M&G at the JB pre-show or Sherri and I will get something from BLI. I feel like they're not gonna remember me =\its been 4 months hmmm...time will tell.

confuzed

It would be really nice if everyone stoppped COPPING OUT and told me what the hell was wrong. As far as I know i didnt do anything and I love how i dont even know whats wrong and im the ONLY one thats trying to fix it! cant even make it a year?? way to throw it all in the garbage!

Sooo sad yet true...

HAHAHAHAHAHA Its so fucking true! People are pathetic and thats all I have to say! Maybe he should say that and see how many people show up at the next show lmao!

To sum It up...

Well, I havent updated in a while so ive come to just give you a short synopsis of whats been going on!

July 4th went to Nicolettes house and then went to the beach club. It was soo shitty out raining and windy but we made ourselves have fun because were good like that! We made a fucking silent film? Can u call it that since Amanda is speaking spanish in it? yeah umm went back to Nickys watched some ghetto fireworks on her roof and then went to Bed.

July 5th was the JB concert at Six Flags. It was raining when we got there and we started out by waiting on line to get in but im totally 100% OVER THAT and convinced Nicolette and Amanda who was sort of already on my side anyway to get off the line and go on rides. Turned out to be the right choice, right girls? Anyways it stopped raining and there were like no lines on any of the rides because of the rain so we tore up that place like the cool kids we are and went on a bunch of rides! We ran into the boys walking around the park on their "date" looking, in my own opinion miserable, gave them a little wave they waved back and we went on our way cuz were not FREAKOS that follow them around and freak out! Concert Time came we chilled in the back and has a kick ass dance party! I had SO MUCH FUN!! We didnt get a meet and greet but you cant win every time. In my opinion it was a great day and a great show. Umm Joseph did the fucking crypt walk!! LMAO

July 7th was JB and Jesse. Pretty awesome show if I do say so myself!! It wasnt the best but it was good! I think JB poned the whole show!! Their set has so much more energy than Jesses does. I left like half way through Jesses set and went out to merch chatted a little and helped a little! Then waited on a 2 hour M&G line to get a lovely greeting from Kevin as usual cuz hes the sweetest kid ever..and kinda get snubbed by Joseph and Nick. Whatever im over it, like ive said you cant win them everytime! All in all it was a fun night..chatting with Sandra and being asses in the parking lot after the show was a lot of fun as well!

July 8th Amanda, Ally, Heidi, Arielle and I went to see Push Play and Raposo<333> much fun and soo many hott guys!! lmaoo The show was awesome even tho Push Play had a lot of technical difficulties. We went to applebees after and the guys of Push Play showed up a little while after...was it because we told them we were gonna be there??? LMAOOO Anyways we acted like obnoxious fools as usual but had a lot of fun that night.

July 9th MY BIRTHDAY..wasnt anything special! My birthday is never really anything special! Chilled at Amandas house with Heidi while she was at work until 5 then went to Adventurland and chilled there until 9. IDK how long its been since ive been to that place...but IDK how I use to think that place was cool. Its kinda boring!

Went Home on the 10th and havent really done anything since...Ill let u know if anything happens...

The Breaking Point...

Its official. Shes cracked! Because of 5 year olds something that use to give my best friend the most enjoyment she cant stand anymore! It makes me sick..really really sick knowing that! The memories weve has going to these concerts together and having sooo much fun...might not happen anymore? Because of fucking teenie boppers that cant even count to 5..im not kidding...they cant!

IDK what to do. I dont want her to feel the way she does!! Theyre 11 years younger than her and theyre ruining everything!! I dont want her to stop going to concerts with us...something will always be missing if that happens. Shes part of us! What will happen to A Ana? IDK anymore...

Up & Down & Pushed Aroundddd

Welllllll...how to start the review of a pretty kick ass weekend?

I went to Nickys on Saturday to start off the Hershey Park/Lodi adventure. Got there at like 1ish and didnt really do anything. I forced her into watching Free Willy because I hadnt seen the first one in years! I love that darn whale...its sad hes no longer with us ::tearssss::moment of silence:: Anywayssss we watched Free Willy and then walked to Blockbuster so Nicky could see one of my fave movies 'Life As A House'. That movie makes me happy for certain reasons ;) We ended up stopping and Payless AKA Josephs fave store lmaoo because I needed flip flops and we both ended up buying the coolest things ever. FRIENDSHIP SHOESSSSSS<333> kinda scared to wear them tho..if they get dirty ill have to wash them..and I dont want the ink to run. Yeah so we got back to the house..got ready for the next day watched the movie which I think ive seen to many times to enjoy it as much as I usually do, and then we fell asleep.


Woke up at 5 on Sunday morning got ready and were out the door by like 6:15/6:30ish. On the car ride to Hershey we passed some gay ass teenie car with paint all over it saying 'J-Unit' and gay shit like that!! I wanted to vomit! Then we stop at a GIANT FOOD STOREEEE hahahaha YEAHH BOIIII They sell discount Hershey tickets. Good thing im a G and found that out since Nicky is LAZYYYYY! Yeah so after we got those tickets we got lost for like 10 minutes right around the park and finally got there at like 9:45. Went into the park..I got the wind knocked out of my by TAYLORRRR because shes a freak and needs a therapist and then got our wristbands! Nicky, Tay, Katie, Sara and I went on a few rides and then we went to Merch to start setting up! We rolled a bunch of posters while the Jonas boppers glared and took pictures of us? Ummm okay? sweet! After a little while Kat, Steph and Joyce showed up! We said our hellos, gave our hugs and then got back to working! Put together some glowsticks, sang some Jonas tunes while listening to soundcheck and then merch opened! Its was kinda slow at first...didnt really have much to do. I ended up untangling those pesky light sticks and then went back to rolling posters because everyone else sucked ass at it! Chris Koon showed up and I gave him a hug and we did our merching some more. Then the first show started! We went into the doors while again everyone starred and all of our names got called from 10 different directions. Kinda made us feel a little special? We took our seats and the show KICKED ASS!! Those boys are soo amazing at what they do!! I cant even describe how fun it was!!

After the first show we went back out to merch and thats then the crazyness happened! The show let out and I was rolling posters like a beast! I think I should be in the book of world records as like fastest poster roller? HAHA okay...maybe im not THAT good but I think I rolled like 3 for every one sara did? lmaoo It was sooo exciting!! All the girls and I were having a blast even though it was crazy and everyone was sweating. It was just a cool feeling! By the time everything started to slow down at the merch table it was almost time for the second show. We kept rolling posters to be ahead and then went in to the M&G. We walked in and were surprised when we saw a bunch of other people inside waiting as well! The boys came out, stood behind their table and started signing while we stood there. Got up to the table got my hugs my poster signed and my pictures and said goodbye. We walked back out to merch until it was time for the second show then got some lunch and came back for the second show!! Having 2 shows was PERFECT! Take pictures the first show...and just dance and have fun at the second! If possible the second show was even better than the first! IDK how those boys do it! They were all sweating and they had to be tired! Taylor, Sara, Nicky and I were having soooo much fun just dancing our asses off and belting out the lyrics! Then it was time to go back out to merch! Saras mom along with some other people I think ended up rolling all the posters while we were in the second show so when the show let out all we really had to do was pass everyone what they needed! We left after like an hour gave everyone hugs and told them we would see them tomorrow! It was an AMAZINGGGG day!! I love working merch!

Got home around 1am took showers and went to bed around 3:30. Woke up the next day around noon at delicious Chinese for lunch and then started getting ready! We were out of the house by 4:45 got to the college in Jersey by 6:15ish and waited outside foreverrrr. We talked to Joyce for a while and then Meagan and finally Sara and Taylor showed up. Went inside the building got our wristbands and then kinda wondered! Went to our seats as the show was about to start. We watched Phil while NOT being allowed to stand up and then Nicholas came out to Sing 'I Want You Back' with Phil AGAIN lmaoo. The boys came out after and not even half way through their set the power blew! They had no mics and were going to sing acoustically for the crowd but the teenie boppers wouldnt shut up even after the boys tried soo hard to quiet everyone down. They gave up because it wasnt working and went back stage followed by the band about 5 minutes later. We decided to go out to merch and chill with Chris Koon until everything got fixed. Got some pics with him and chatted and then about 25 minutes later we heard screaming and assumed that the power was fixed. The boys came out and played 'Hold On' and then Nicholas did 'Nick J Is Off The Chain' again because of the technical difficulties. They finished the show and we waited for the M&G. We talked to Steph while we waited and then got yelled at by some chick that worked there to get on the line so we finally just went. We ended up getting to take a big group picture with the boys because Mr Jonas wanted a picture of the boys and the girls that wore dresses and Mo didnt wanna take the time to do it in groups. After the picture I got my shoes signed and it was kind of awkward. It was all incredibly rushed and sucked big time which was really upsetting considering we payed money for that meet and greet! After all was said and done we got some pictures with Mr Bensen and were on our way to Saras casa

Her house is AMAZINGGG. The girl is soo lucky! She has the WHOLE top floor of her house! A kick ass chill out room and a pretty big bedroom! I wish I was her! My room is like a fucking box!! We piged out, laughed about nothing and everything and then finally went to bed... Umm sort of? That was an interesting experience. "You guys are Taking pictures?!?!?!" Woke up the next morning at around 11 something or other ate breakfast chilled and then Nicky and I left for the city around 5. Ate dinner at Nickys mom job and then went home!! Went to sleep...woke up...and here I am sitting at home doing nothing...This house is soo boring! I hate being here!!


The End..Cant wait till July 5th!!

Short and Sweet

Well its 3:30am on a Saturday morning and im leaving at noon to go to NICKAYSSS!! The both of us are sooooooo pumped for this weekend!! Saturday chillage in BKLYNN, Sunday HERSHEY PARKKK, Monday JONAS PROMMM<33

Im really excited to dress up! I love being extra girlyyy and I dont get the chance often lmaoo even tho I try my best unlike some people...COUGHHHH jk love you ;)

I love hanging out with my biffleeee and itll be a cool experience to go to a show just the two of us..see what happens...might turn out to be pretty sweet even tho ill miss Amanda squared dearlyy. IM SOO PUMPEDDD I DONT THINK IM GONNA BE ABLE TO SLEEPPP AND ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT RIGHT NOW IS.....AIR PUMPAGEE BY KEV JAYYY??...CUZ I JUST SAID 'PUMPED'? MUAHAHAHAHA

Speaking of Kevvvvverrrss....I LOVE HIMMMMM...I miss all those boys but seriouslyy that kid makes me swoonnnnn lmaoo..ew I think I hate that word? Why did I just say it? HAHA never again.

Well...you ll all (aka Nicky..the only person that reads this) have something else to read on Tuesday or Wednesday after I get back from the kick ass weekenddd<33

BTW if anyone else is stalking my blog..it would be nice if u commented it? OKAY cool

CHURCH<3

Down By The Shore, First Weekend Of The Summer

Well..This weekend pretty much PONED!

FRIDAY

I went to amandas and at around midnight we got driven to Nickys to sleep over. Did stupid crap like we always do and fell asleep at about 3am?

SATURDAY

Woke up at 11 got ready and left for Jersey to go to Nicolettes grad party! It was soo much fun!! It felt like forever since we had all hung out and it was needed! We went in the pool for a little while, took a bunch of pictures, ate some BBQ, Danced in the rain and then went into the house where we watched about 3 hours of the Degrassi marathon in her aunts entertainment room on the projector! Pretty sweet!! Nicky pretended to pick the people noses and pop their zits lmaoo and we had a ton of fun making fun of their accents and laughing at the vommenting. Finally got back home went to sleep.

SUNDAYY

Woke up at 7:30am got ready and decked out in our Jerseys and at 9 oclock bough tickets to the Jb beach bash and then left at around 9:30 to go to the Seaport. Got there sometime around 10 met up with Amanda and her mom and stood around second row for a couple hours in the disgusting heat! Joyce showed up and we went over to say hello and give her hugs! She LOVED the jerseys!! We were soo happy she liked them! We eventually decided to sign up for the contest to go meet the boys because Amanda and Nickys moms said they would hold our spots in the crowd. 1:30 came around and it was time to get ready to go meet the boys..we switched places with the parents, got in line...and found out we had to walk about 10+ blocks to the Ritz Carlton to meet them!! I think it looked ridiculous haha.. about 50+ girls all in a big line walking to the ritz in NYC...a little strange to me. Anyways..we eventually got there and the boys came out which was kind of a bummer since EVERYONE was sweating. We were kinda hoping we could go into the hotel but it was thankfully way cooler by the hotel then at the seaport. We met the boys they said they loved our Jerseys..gave them hugs and then BAM!! surprised them with their own matching Jerseys! THEY LOVED THEM!!! Were were ecstatic! Nick was def the most excited, showing everyone and going on and on about them but they all loved them! We took pictures and talked for a couple minutes and then it was time to leave! We took a cab back to the seaport..no way we were walking...I was wearing crappy flats and my feet were killing me! Got back to the seaport and the second we got out of the cab we felt the heat again...eww. Had to stand in all those gross girls for another 3 hours :(.....at around 3:45 the boys showed up to soundcheck and there started the crazyness...me and Amanda turned from Dr Jekyll to fucking Mr Hyde in 5 second flat its not even funny. They Soundchecked 2 songs went back to their hotel and then started the waiting again...we ended up sitting on the floor braving the teenies stepping on us because we were all sweating ballz and our feet hurt. That 2 hours felt like forever! 6 came around the boys went on and they put on an amazing show as usual but those teenies NEED TO GO!!! Seriously...get a fucking grip...your in the LAST ROW your not reaching the boys on stage!! SO STOP PUSHINGGG

Amanda and I were literally fighting off those chicks like nobodies business!! SWEET LITTLE AMANDA FUCKING PUNCHED A CHICK IN THE STOMACH FOR ME because she thought I was gonna cry HAHAH which wasnt happening..those girls would be dead before I cried.

Yeah Kevin...thanks for throwing your water on everyone and making those girls almost kill me and Amy. After that I was out of there! I was furiousssss. After I got out of those disgusting excuses for fans I calmed down and cooled off a little went to say by to Joyce talked to her for a few and then we left for home...Amazing weekend...Minus those crazyy homo Jonas Boppersss

I miss those boys already....What is it about them?? When someone figures it out...lemme know

Church<3

Space Case

Blahhh...IDK life hasnt been so interesting lately..like usual. Ive had terrible insomnia for the past 2 weeks. Didnt sleep at all last night and went outside to tan at 11am. Came in at 1 because I felt sick from the heat..took a shower..and then did nothing. I took a nap on the couch for a couple hours and now I feel soo fucking spacey!

I have no idea whats going on in my own head. If I forgot something or im just imagining I forgot something..yeah exactly..makes no sense. I feel light headed and drugged. webfgiwbq;br
Im craving special Fan Fictions and some Jonas kids at the moment! They finally delivered some good new today tho so thats cool! Now lets cross our fingers Amanda delivers some good news about the 17th! ONCE SHE TALKS TO HER DAD!! haha

But yay were no longer in a fight...oh wait..i just said 'mhm' so were in a fight again...lmaoo but ..im so spacey im to lazy to type..so idk why im typing a blog..which is why its ending now.

The End

Show Stoppers & Jonas Boppers

Well here I am again..with pretty much nothing to say! The MTV movie awards were on tonight..pretty boring which made them seem really fast but I got to see SHIA LABEOUF AND ZAC EFRON<333 oh and we cant forget Amanda Bynes trying to look cool singing and dancing to 'Umbrella' hahahaha and the fat guy with the extremely fucked up belly button!


The Jonas Boppers as I am now going to ever so adoringly call them are starting to get on my nerves and I REALLY hope they don't fuck up this summer for me! CAN YOU PLEASE NOT ATTACK THE BOYS, DISOBEY SECURITY, AND LOOK LIKE THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE IN THE PROCESS?!? Possibly Jonas in general are getting on my nerves but ill never stop loving them! This summer has to be lucky!! Contest at the Seaport!?! I'm crossing my fingers!......WOW I just realized the worst thing! I don't think this contest can even work...wow why do we have to be the most unlucky people in the universe! I hate life!! Jonas just needs to like..fall in love with us so we can be BFF!

I want my Yankee hat and I need to go shopping but my sister is a fucking douche bag!! She cant be nice like ONCE and just do something because I asked her to!! wow get the fuck out!! I hate life!! For soo many reason!! I'm done!

CHURCH

Special Guests?

Well, Today was nothing new. I did absolutely nothing accept sleep..and had another lovely Jonas dream :D When I woke up I was told I had a package! MY AVIATORS CAME!! I was kind of excited but then not because like I said, I know the kind of sunglasses that look good on my face shape and aviators aren't them! I tried them on and I don't know what I think. I asked my sister and she said they don't look bad but she just doesn't like aviators in general, I'm gonna need some opinions next time I see my friends! I also ordered my kick ass gangster Yankee hatt!!!


Amanda's at work right now and I have no freaking clue where Nicky is but I NEED TO TALK TO HER!! It has to do with the random title of this blog.. I wish I had a freaking car!!! Soo annoying!! Anyways time to peace now! CHURCH!

Just One Of Those Days

VENTING....


I seriously cant figure out whats wrong with me today! I'm sooo frustrated and anxious which isn't a good mix of feelings! I think I need some kind of anxiety medication. I use to have social anxiety meds but I didn't like the way they made me feel so I never continued taking them!

I miss everyone! I never get to see my best friends because they live to far away or are working all the time and I miss 3 boys that hold a special place in my heart! I cant even list all the people that id love to see right now! I need out of this house! I feel like im stuck in a cage! I'm 18 years old almost 19 in a few months and I feel like I live the life of a 10 year old! Its disgusting and makes me sick but I don't know what to do!

My family sucks!! My sister is a complete bitch 75% of the time, my mother is a workaholic but "has no choice" and my grandmother is just a cranky old lady that is to lazy to drive me an hour away when I need to see my best friend! I need cuddle time with my "little sister" before I cry my eyes out!! I feel like everyone around me is always doing something and im just frozen in time! Ugggh!! 2 more days of this fucking month! Lets get it over with!

Freak-A-Leak

First I just wanna say..I tend to go into extreme detail about my day because I have NOTHING to talk about!!

Today was pretty uneventful as usual. Ive been so out of it the past 3 days from staying up until 6am to watch the repetative Degrassi marathon! Every day I wake up and have no idea whats going on lmao! It takes me like 5 minutes to process what day it is. I sound like a flipping alcoholic waking up with hangovers!! HAHA

My sisters friends came over. One who I don't particularly enjoy. Shes very open with herself and thinks everyone else is..or should be as well and its really annoying! I ran 2 miles today and then went to take a shower since I was all sweaty! Well after I got out I was in my room and I hear my sister and her friends all screaming my name! I chose to ignore them because their fucking annoying..and then locked my door cuz I had a feeling one of them was gonna come get me and NOT KNOCK!! Very smart of me is all I can say!! Not even a Minute later the friend I "don't enjoy" came up to my room and tried to open my door because, as my sister said, she "wanted to come get me out of the shower"?! After realizing it was locked she knocked and said they needed my help with the DVD player!! How old are you?? 90?? that you cant figure out how to use the DVD player?!?! Grrrrr. I told her I wasn't dressed and the answer I got back was "Thats okay"! Umm Diana IM NOT COMING DOWN STAIRS WITH NO CLOTHES ON!!! Kthanks!


Finally got the dumbasses settled watching this movie by the name of 'Hard Candy' that Diana picked out...should have tipped me off right away it wasn't going to be a normal flick, then when to finish what I was doing. Came back downstairs and decided I guess ill watch since no one was online and the boards are STILL down! CREEPIEST MOVIE EVER!!! If your into torture movies about pedophiles I recommend it!! Otherwise stay the hell away!! Seriously..Ill give u a short synopsis. This 14 year old girl meets this guy on the Internet and goes to meet with him. The movie starts off really lame and you think its gonna be really dull...well about 15 minutes into the movie this 14 year old girl turns into a freak psycho out to get revenge on this guy for raping and killing little kids!? She ties him up and tortures the crap out of him through the whole movie and in the end convinces him to hang himself!! The End. Wow Get the fuck out of here!! Turns out creepy ass Diana LOVED the movie. Surprise, Surprise!

New Subject!

I'm still waiting for my aviators..HAHA I know they aren't gonna come in 2 days but im anxious as hell! I want those bad boys to see if I was right about them looking dumb on me! I miss those freaking Jonas kids a lot and my best friends!! Nicky better be able to come to my casa this weekend or I might just have to hitchhike to hers! I have plans already made in my head...Friday beach depending on the weather then maybe mini golf at night?? Who knows. Saturday going to visit Ms Amanda Mexi at her work and Saturday get crunk? Yeah haha idk about that last part actually! But Cross your fingerssss


OHHH BABY 'HOLD ON' JUST CAME ON THE DISNEYY CHANNEL...GAG.....HAHA HOTTIESSSSS...........DROOL................

Is That A Threat?

Warning: This blog might and most likely will be boring about 95% of the time!

So, This is my very first blog ever..besides myspace of course..which I never use as an actual BLOG. I knew 2 people that had these and then Nicolette Rose made one and I felt left out? HAHA or just thought they were cool? Who knows, but I wasnt going to make one because im most likely going to have absolutely nothing to say..like now...until my BFF stated above pursuaded me to make one...::coughthreatenedcough::.

So as I ramble along and you fall asleep id just like to say..you have been warned!


As Nickayy had spoke about in her blog...the 2 of us have both purchased our sexy aviators and will hopefully both be sporting them June 17th at the seaport! Im looking forward to that day greatly, its gonna be the kick off of a kick ass summer!! I cant even begin to describe how much fun I had last summer before I met 3 amazing girls I now call my best friends, so I cant even begin to imagine what this summer is going to be like! Tons of sleepovers, going to the beach, Jonas concerts galore and seeing all the people I havent seen in months!!! Im getting chills just thinking about it!


This Degrassi marathon ive been watching for the past 3 days is starting to get a tad annoying! Every day they restart the episodes so ive seen these all a ton of times already! It's a marathon people, play different episodes!! Change of subject...Im thinking of lightening my hair...but I dont know if I should. Not drastically...just a little so its not so black. What do you think? Lemme know!

Okay..I think thats it..before I ramble on even more about pointless crap!

Peace Love and Jonas
xoxoAlly