Youll Be In My Heart

R.I.P Stephanie Marie Gotz<33

I didnt know you very well but we did share some really funny times together! Funny mostly on your part. All the Jonas shows and events, Merching together at Hershey Park, TRL '07, Beach Bash and more. You affected so many peoples lives in such a great way. You were a huge part of getting 3 amazing boys where they are today and I miss you dearly! I wish I got to say goodbye on saturday but I really did love your pink boots :) Your such an amazing person!

Reminisce On Memories

Happy 2008 People!! Well...I just spent about 15 minutes reading Taylors latest blogs & then thinking back. I have to say they made me really sad. At the beginning and even through the summer of this past year all I could think was "Wow I really miss 2006" and yeah I still miss 2006 a lot, it was a phenomenal life changing year but after reading Taylors blogs and thinking about everything thats happened this year, 2007 was amazing as well. Yes it was different and sometimes a little depressing but for every sad moment i think there were 5 happy ones.

So lets recap..and no..im not gonna make this 32740 miles long like SOMEONEEE haha but keep it kinda short

So the beginning of the year was kind of a bust.

-The first 2 months nothing really happened.
-March & April I saw My Boys aka The Jonas Brothers 3 times and Aly & AJ once.
(It really doesnt feel like a year ago)
I Met Taylor in March FINALLYY after hearing so much about her and talking to her online and CINDY LOU WHO & her dwarf sister entered my life
-May I went to florida and Missed bamboozle which sucked because the vacation was horrible

Summer
-June, July & August I saw Jonas 15 times..(wow that really is a lot in 3 months)
-I Went to my first Push Play concert and havent stopped since. Ive been to I think 15 since July and have seen them a ton of other times besides that(Those boys sure have grown on me)
-Lost some friends but made some new ones too!

And I guess The End of the year wasnt half bad

I cant really bullet this stuff lmao but this is where Most of my push play shows have taken place (10 out of 15)
I only saw My boys 5 times...it was a really hard 4 months. I missed them terribly when im use to seeing them at least once a month. Never gone without them for longer than that. It was a battle and a lot of disappointment trying to see them and getting so close yet ending up so far.
I missed them twice when I went to VEGASS which i have previously talked about. It was a great vaca. Worth missing the boys? who knows.
But I FINALLY succeeded in getting to see my boys and give them hugs and say hello.

This past week has been a whirlwind. I think after seeing them I might just miss them 10 times more. I keep thinking about them and getting bummed. Seeing them on Dick Clark last night was exciting yet hard. Being so close to them yet again so far away sucked. Anyways like ive said in former posts Friday the 28th was a great friday :) the end. Thats all i really have to say.

All in all 2007 was a good year. Better than 2006? i wouldnt say so..just different. My stomachs in a knot now thinking about it all. I miss it a lot. But heyy I have a good feeling about this year.

2008 look out cuz HERE I COME!!

Lifess What You Make It

SO LETS MAKE IT ROCK!


Okay soo I think its finally time to blog about my Thursday/Friday adventuresss. Well Thursday I woke up at like quarter to 9 got ready and my mom and I went and picked up Sherri at the train station. We got on our way to Nassau Coliseum planning to get there at around 11:30/11:45 yeah well my moms an ass and got lost so we ended up getting there at 12:30. We tried to get better seats but they didnt have anything better than we already had so we went over to the back of the building where the tour buses are and waited. Strangely we had a run in with Stephen Baldwin HAHA umm yeah lets just say I got a little over excited and kinda screamed at Sherri about being right that it was him right infront of his face =\. About 2 hours later finally a little action started. Mileys dancers and JACOOO showed up! I had a brief chat with Jaco and then they were on their way. A little after that Garbo and Jack got off the bus. Some teenies waiting asked them for pics so being the nice guys they are took one and walked on his way until Sherri called out to Greg. He turned around and I sware his eyes lit up like Christmas lights haha. He came over gave us both enormous hugs and talked with us. Said it was so nice to see us and he hadnt seen us in a really long time and then we let him go. So we waited some more to see if the boys would show up and see if John Taylor would show up since Greg said he was still sleeping in the bus. So about an hour after Greg left a black crappy ass van drove passed us and down into the underground parking lot. They flew by so fast me and Sherri got extremely suspicious especially after noticing the whole van was full of people. About 10 minutes after the van went in we heard security on the phone talking to another security guard about how "that was soo good. All incognito, no one even knew it was them" After hearing that I had to ask. I proceeded to ask the security guard if it was the boys in that van and he told me yes so we ended up leaving. We kinda gave up on John Taylor waking up..idk wtf was up with that.

After that we went into the little lobby area of the coliseum to warm up finally found Sandra talked to her quick and then ran into Dom and Sara. We kinda got tired of waiting around so we got out our tickets and went all the way inside. Little did I know we werent allowed to go out and come back in after that so we kinda fucked ourselves over and couldnt go and see CJ, Steve, Derek, Izzy & Eleudy. We took our seats like 2 minutes before the show was about to start and I got a text from Izzy saying that all of them had just gotten 5th row seats on the floor. I have to admit i was kinda pissed off but our seats werent terrible so w/e. The show was AMAZINGGGG we had so much fun dancing and singing and making fun of Hannah/Miley/Destiny/Girl By Pool w/e the fuck she is dancing like a whore. After the show we went down to the floor and hung out with the guys and Izzy and Eleudy for a little bit and then Izzy Eleudy Steve and Brittany left. We went back out to the buses and waited for the guys to leave. CJ and Derek showed up again and we hung out with them. Yeah um Derek was a little drunk and CJ was just being his usual self possibly with a little alcohol in his system as well? All I have to say is it was hilarious. Who would have thought he would wanna try and trick all the teenies into thinking the boys were coming HAHAHA and his tiny ass knocking the barricades over. So the boys bus finally comes out with them all Standing in the front waving and Mr Jonas behind them. It was kinda sad to watch.

The Next Day I woke up at 9, got ready, met Desiree Sherri and her dad at the train and we went on our way to BLI to start our mission. We got to BLI at around 11:15 parked and waited and waited and waited....We ran into Kelly and Angie and Taylor and Caylla and told them to text des when they found anything out. Well turns out the sneaky little radio station made everyone turn their phones off. Little did they know weve been doing this for years and theyre no match for us. You cant trick us just stop trying. So About 2 hours of waiting a black escalade pulled into the parking lot next to the BLI building. Sherris dad starts saying that its them and Sherri starts getting all excited until we see 5 old men get out of the car. We were a little confused as to what 5 old men in suits were doing at a pet groomer with no animal? Untillll we see them start unloading guitars from the trunk. AHAAAA! so BLI there really was no secret location or a bus to transport the winners! Your no match for us! So the boys showed up an hour later..which made them about an hour late. They pulled in Desiree screamed soo freaking loud it was redic. Their security guard looked at us and all I could think was "good job now he thinks were fucking creepy fans". Anyways Sherri was like frozen in her seat i think she was a little in shock that we actually pulled it off and that we were actually seeing them after months. We finally got her out of the car and ran over to the boys car. Mr Jonas saw us and gave us all tight hugs. It felt good to finally see him again. The boys got out of the car and I dont think they exactly knew if they should come over and say hi or keep walking because they looked at us and then started looking around. Nick came over and gave us all hugs first which gave Kevin and Joe the go ahead to as well. We all said hello and told each other how good it was to see each other again. Mr Jonas then proceeded to ask us if we were going inside and we told him no so he took us in with him :D. I love that man soo much!

We followed the boys down the hall of the BLI studios and I started crying. I think i was so happy and in shock that it was all happening. All I could think was "omg please dont turn around and see me crying". So then a BLI DJ took us down the the basement where the boys would be performing and some dad yelled out "ITS THE JONAS SISTERS" which the was followed by all the girls turning around and taking pics of us. We stood in the back with Mr J because there were no seats left seeing as we werent suppose to be there =P. We watched the show. I think Joe was happy to have some old fans there to KELLY CLARKSONN HAHAHA. We were the last ones to meet them cuz we had to stand in the back and it was such a great feeling to be able to hug them again with no table! Kevin asked if we were going to the show we told him yeah and we left the room. Talked with Mr Jonas for like 2 minutes about how much we missed them and how we appreciate him so much and then we got kicked out. So we left.

Sherris dad dropped us at Roosevelt Field mall where we went looking for Matt S. to see if he was working and surprisingly ran into CJ and Nick in the foodcourt HAHA what a coinkydink. They were on their way out so we talked for like 15 minutes and left to go eat. We sat for a good 20 minutes and then went into limited too to look at the Jonas stuff.. Wow that place is so fucking retarded. So much of the stuff had the boys names all mixed up. I wanted to buy this little change purse thing but they had Kevins and Joes(i think) names mixed up. We met up with Kim Becky and Matt(a diff Matt) and then ran into Brandi and Tish Cyrus...well we were having a good day HAHA. After that we didnt really have anything to do so we left to the coliseum.

We got there Met up with CJ Nick Steve Britany and Matt S. chatted for a while and then tried to get better seats because it worked for the guys the day before.. Well no such luck. I felt bad cuz Becky didnt have a ticket. So Sara and I went in and we went and stood by Kim and Matt who were front row. Yeah again we werent suppose to be there but screw that. Everything was soo close. All 3 boys saw us along with John Taylor who after the set came over to the side of the stage to say hello to us. He told us we looked good and said it was good to see us it had been a while..ya know..the usual lmao. We continued watching the show and while Miley was on Garbo came out. We said hi to him and continued watching the show. It was amazing. We ran into everyone that day. I miss the boys even more now I think. Im sure ill see them soon. I have a good feeling.

Miracles Happen If You Believe

"Theres Perks Or Being Around For A While"<333

Back In Action

Okay soo...I've been reading a bunch of peoples blogs lately.. Garbos and people on the Hannah Tour and I felt like updating mine a little even though I'm pretty sure no one is going to read it. Typing my feelings/thoughts out might make me feel better.

Well its been a while and a ton has happened though most I cant remember. Sad thing is, I haven't seen my boys since. Unless you count TRL but IDK if seeing their hair pass by and then crying should count =\ haha. Ive been going to push play concerts a lot these past months. I love those guys to death. Its refreshing to go to a concert and actually be able to chill with the band and have them know your name. I get a good laugh when teenies are crowding the guys and CJ yells my name out and proceeds to ask me something while the teenies stare wide eyed wondering who i am. I cant wait till the CD release party. The after party is going to be AMAZING i cant even stand to think about it. Party with all my girliesssssss!

I went to Vegas on Thanksgiving for a couple days which unfortunately made me miss the Parade and The boys on Good Morning America. I was really annoyed and upset at first thinking it was going to be another Florida repeat but thankfully it was really fun. My family is fucking nuts but I love them....well.......most of them =X HAHA I think Thomas made the whole thing worth while. That kid can keep anyone laughing.

Hopefully soon ill be seeing the boys. I miss them to much. I think its time for lady luck to come knocking on my door. Hopefully ill win M&G at the JB pre-show or Sherri and I will get something from BLI. I feel like they're not gonna remember me =\its been 4 months hmmm...time will tell.

confuzed

It would be really nice if everyone stoppped COPPING OUT and told me what the hell was wrong. As far as I know i didnt do anything and I love how i dont even know whats wrong and im the ONLY one thats trying to fix it! cant even make it a year?? way to throw it all in the garbage!

Sooo sad yet true...

HAHAHAHAHAHA Its so fucking true! People are pathetic and thats all I have to say! Maybe he should say that and see how many people show up at the next show lmao!

To sum It up...

Well, I havent updated in a while so ive come to just give you a short synopsis of whats been going on!

July 4th went to Nicolettes house and then went to the beach club. It was soo shitty out raining and windy but we made ourselves have fun because were good like that! We made a fucking silent film? Can u call it that since Amanda is speaking spanish in it? yeah umm went back to Nickys watched some ghetto fireworks on her roof and then went to Bed.

July 5th was the JB concert at Six Flags. It was raining when we got there and we started out by waiting on line to get in but im totally 100% OVER THAT and convinced Nicolette and Amanda who was sort of already on my side anyway to get off the line and go on rides. Turned out to be the right choice, right girls? Anyways it stopped raining and there were like no lines on any of the rides because of the rain so we tore up that place like the cool kids we are and went on a bunch of rides! We ran into the boys walking around the park on their "date" looking, in my own opinion miserable, gave them a little wave they waved back and we went on our way cuz were not FREAKOS that follow them around and freak out! Concert Time came we chilled in the back and has a kick ass dance party! I had SO MUCH FUN!! We didnt get a meet and greet but you cant win every time. In my opinion it was a great day and a great show. Umm Joseph did the fucking crypt walk!! LMAO

July 7th was JB and Jesse. Pretty awesome show if I do say so myself!! It wasnt the best but it was good! I think JB poned the whole show!! Their set has so much more energy than Jesses does. I left like half way through Jesses set and went out to merch chatted a little and helped a little! Then waited on a 2 hour M&G line to get a lovely greeting from Kevin as usual cuz hes the sweetest kid ever..and kinda get snubbed by Joseph and Nick. Whatever im over it, like ive said you cant win them everytime! All in all it was a fun night..chatting with Sandra and being asses in the parking lot after the show was a lot of fun as well!

July 8th Amanda, Ally, Heidi, Arielle and I went to see Push Play and Raposo<333> much fun and soo many hott guys!! lmaoo The show was awesome even tho Push Play had a lot of technical difficulties. We went to applebees after and the guys of Push Play showed up a little while after...was it because we told them we were gonna be there??? LMAOOO Anyways we acted like obnoxious fools as usual but had a lot of fun that night.

July 9th MY BIRTHDAY..wasnt anything special! My birthday is never really anything special! Chilled at Amandas house with Heidi while she was at work until 5 then went to Adventurland and chilled there until 9. IDK how long its been since ive been to that place...but IDK how I use to think that place was cool. Its kinda boring!

Went Home on the 10th and havent really done anything since...Ill let u know if anything happens...